shouldnt have known about that stupid fact.
and my saturday night was ruined. ruined.
eh bodoh ah
the only thing that was ringing on my mind the whole night was
im just
im just
im just
im just
im just
im just
im just
im just
im just
all over again
im just a typical naive dependent little girl
im just just just just
why must just even have to be a word which exists
the difference that 4 letter word makes
just. just. just. just
when you thought you were not just
but in the end you are still just. ya know just. just. just.
JUST. JUST.
im not just just just
because i'd never thought that i was just just
because you were a friend, a good friend
and good friends are not just just just
ahh you just feel sickeningly rotten inside when you JUST realise how you were JUST JUST a pathetic person who follows by the rule when it comes to friendship
be there for one another
be nice
a shoulder to cry on
just listen when they need someone to talk to
and whatever which completes the package
ah its JUST so frustating when it comes out as needy and dependent
eh grow up lah as,
umur dah meningkat
be independent for once
im so so ..
soo
ashamed of myself for coming across as that.
ah shit lah
just just just
and im just just just just
when i still cant find one single thing to hate about you
and im still just just
how can i skip the whole part when i was just
when you were never just.
down the road and ill look back and id never in my mind say
it was just
it was just
even to speak about it right now it'll never be about how bad it was but how good it actually was
because i thought why talk about the negative side when you have a couple of positive things which came out of it
and then i realise because it's different for you
because i was just.
and you'd have 1o -ve stuffs listed about how it should have never been
when i'd list down the 10 +ve stuffs about how it was
i was just a freaking just
and for just a little girl still growing up who thought we should always be nice to one another coz living in this harsh world all of us could do with a touch and sprinkle of everything nice
she sure learnt it the hard way.
